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Friday, March 20, 2009
I'm finally connected to the rest of the world :D It feels so amazing to be right here posting in my blog again. Firstly, I apologise for that long time of MIA but it actually don't matter because a blog is just a personal thing (:
I feel so exhausted now, and Feb&March had been eventful. I can't believe how things can change at such great speed that confuses me a hell lot. Have been experiencing emotional setbacks and reviving myself again. The vicious cycle goes on and on and idk when will it stop. But like what WanTing said, "it is forever up to you to overcome the problem. Anyone can be there for you, encouraging and supporting you, but in the end, only you can pick yourself up and solve the own mess you've created" Yes, and so I shall brace myself to clear this whole mess I've created. Life is never fair, although you suffer, people suffer too. Nobody lives in absolute happiness all the time. I just realise how many things in life that I've yet to learn, and how naive I've been all this while. But giving up is just not the way I know (: So I shall brace myself for the tough journey ahead. I must always look on the bright side (: Learning now is better than learning when you age, so I guess it's all worthwhile :D The term has ended, and I heard from many that term 2's a fast paced term :O Sounds scary, but i really hope I can survive well through the stressful term. It's hard to maintain an L1R5 of 10 when you get easy papers for the first term and difficult papers for the next. Furthermore, CA2 is also happening at the same time. There's really no time to lose. But I'll work doubly hard :D I shall clear my doubts immediately! Somehow i regret not taking 3S2H because if Bio turns out to be easy, I can have that as one of my R5 and get a better result? But it'll be more stressful too. Whatever it is, it's useless to be regretting now, cos I like my class :D Ohhhh, and my languages suck a hell lot with both B4s that destroyed not only my report slip, but also my L1R5 ): But I'm contented to see the 6 straight A's there (to sang: yahlah i know you got 7. LOL) I miss mugging days ): This is so random, but I miss sitting tgt in 2/3 to mug and gossip under broad daylight, when the whole classroom is yours and you have all the time in the world. Doubts can be clarified anytime too. I miss life.. But I know time is up to us to manage, so I'm sure we can still meet up some days :D Just like today, just went out w clique and ♥ to mug at Nebo :D That's life! Xcountry and Cyber camp have ended. Though we didn't win in Xcountry, but there were 10 winners from my class :D Cyber Camp was more enjoyable this year. I'll miss the seniors when they leave ): Actually I'm missing them already! Haha, and I was the only girl who missed the night walk through and through. hehehe, was too scared to walk. Mr Nathan said the best place to see ghosts is to sit at the benches and stare at the Art Room at night. Luckily Haziqah only disclosed that to me on the last day of camp. LOL, to think I went there to set up stations for nightwalk, and heard band playing the music. At first Arvind, Sean and I didn't know what and whr the sound came from, but I figured it soon enough. But while pasting the stuff and lighting candles, we heard a footstep but noone was there. That was the only creepy thing that happened but I'm glad I was with 2 guys and I had my Buddha pendant with me :D Heh. Oh, Mr Nathan says next term we'll have training. CCA sessions are also extended. Gosh, I pray hard that it doesn't affect my sleeping time.. Photos another day, cos I want to sleep :D Yawns, today had been long and tiring. Done 2maths and I think there's either mugging or proj tmr. I hate being the one that need to be organising the group. But well, that's life! HAHA, see you earthlings, hope this post revives you from your deadly no life world out there, ANYWHERE :D |
8:57 PM
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Friday, March 20, 2009
I'm finally connected to the rest of the world :D It feels so amazing to be right here posting in my blog again. Firstly, I apologise for that long time of MIA but it actually don't matter because a blog is just a personal thing (:
I feel so exhausted now, and Feb&March had been eventful. I can't believe how things can change at such great speed that confuses me a hell lot. Have been experiencing emotional setbacks and reviving myself again. The vicious cycle goes on and on and idk when will it stop. But like what WanTing said, "it is forever up to you to overcome the problem. Anyone can be there for you, encouraging and supporting you, but in the end, only you can pick yourself up and solve the own mess you've created" Yes, and so I shall brace myself to clear this whole mess I've created. Life is never fair, although you suffer, people suffer too. Nobody lives in absolute happiness all the time. I just realise how many things in life that I've yet to learn, and how naive I've been all this while. But giving up is just not the way I know (: So I shall brace myself for the tough journey ahead. I must always look on the bright side (: Learning now is better than learning when you age, so I guess it's all worthwhile :D The term has ended, and I heard from many that term 2's a fast paced term :O Sounds scary, but i really hope I can survive well through the stressful term. It's hard to maintain an L1R5 of 10 when you get easy papers for the first term and difficult papers for the next. Furthermore, CA2 is also happening at the same time. There's really no time to lose. But I'll work doubly hard :D I shall clear my doubts immediately! Somehow i regret not taking 3S2H because if Bio turns out to be easy, I can have that as one of my R5 and get a better result? But it'll be more stressful too. Whatever it is, it's useless to be regretting now, cos I like my class :D Ohhhh, and my languages suck a hell lot with both B4s that destroyed not only my report slip, but also my L1R5 ): But I'm contented to see the 6 straight A's there (to sang: yahlah i know you got 7. LOL) I miss mugging days ): This is so random, but I miss sitting tgt in 2/3 to mug and gossip under broad daylight, when the whole classroom is yours and you have all the time in the world. Doubts can be clarified anytime too. I miss life.. But I know time is up to us to manage, so I'm sure we can still meet up some days :D Just like today, just went out w clique and ♥ to mug at Nebo :D That's life! Xcountry and Cyber camp have ended. Though we didn't win in Xcountry, but there were 10 winners from my class :D Cyber Camp was more enjoyable this year. I'll miss the seniors when they leave ): Actually I'm missing them already! Haha, and I was the only girl who missed the night walk through and through. hehehe, was too scared to walk. Mr Nathan said the best place to see ghosts is to sit at the benches and stare at the Art Room at night. Luckily Haziqah only disclosed that to me on the last day of camp. LOL, to think I went there to set up stations for nightwalk, and heard band playing the music. At first Arvind, Sean and I didn't know what and whr the sound came from, but I figured it soon enough. But while pasting the stuff and lighting candles, we heard a footstep but noone was there. That was the only creepy thing that happened but I'm glad I was with 2 guys and I had my Buddha pendant with me :D Heh. Oh, Mr Nathan says next term we'll have training. CCA sessions are also extended. Gosh, I pray hard that it doesn't affect my sleeping time.. Photos another day, cos I want to sleep :D Yawns, today had been long and tiring. Done 2maths and I think there's either mugging or proj tmr. I hate being the one that need to be organising the group. But well, that's life! HAHA, see you earthlings, hope this post revives you from your deadly no life world out there, ANYWHERE :D |
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