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Monday, August 4, 2008
MUGGING EXAMS ARE OVERRR!
I'm supposed to feel very happy (although thr's still grammar and lit) But yeah, i'm happy and worried at the same time, happy abt the post exams, and worried for the results D: Ok, i'm supposed to keep a positive mind! :D Some things are really pulling down my mood. Actually, 2 major things, but i guess i'll just mention one yeah. SUICIDE i really dont get why people do that. it seriously dampens my mood by a hell lot. and it gets me scared, worried, sad and all the different mixed feelings. i mean, is there really no OTHER ways to solve different obstacles in life? is suicide the only way? have those people actually think about the people who love, care and are worried about them? i'm sure at any moment of the day, there's someone at any part of the world who loves you dearly. Have those people spared a thought about them? I'm sure one has friends OR families. can't they like, turn to them? there are so many people in this world, who are LESS FORTUNATE than you (anyone) are. they don't kill themselves, instead, they want to live. they treasure their lives so much, struggling to live for that one extra second till they finally collapse. and yet, there are so many people who doesn't treasure their lives. if you're on the verge of breaking down, just cry. get over it, and face life with a whole new attitude. why waste your life just like that? what happened to the (insert number) years of food, love that are given to you. just one plunge, and all is gone. can you face your parents? i think no matter what one does, he/she has to think about the people around them, not themselves. we should be less selfish and adopt the right moral values. maybe i haven't reached this stage of depression that i want to jump, and thats why i dont know. but i still hold the same view that we shouldn't treat life so lightly. it's something that god gives us (whichever god you believe in) so dont take it for granted. i think inspiring quote makes alot of sense today. ESCAPING is NOT a way to solve problems. no matter how difficult the obstacles may be, a winner never gives up. Be a winner, and not hurt anyone that cares for you anymore. I'm not referring to ANYONE in particular ok, but all those are my plain views. ok, i've decided to pour out everything on the next problem too FRIENDSHIP it's fate that brought you and your friends together. the world population is increasing rapidly (i'm nt having geog lessons) and it is hard for true friends to meet. we should cherish all the friends we have beside us. suo wei zai jia kao fu mu, chu wai kao peng you your friends are definitely very impt. without them, life just seem incomplete. so why fall out over different conflicts. perhaps some things are hard to be said face to face, but i'm sure thr are many ways to communicate with your friends and be straightforward to your friends. of course i'm not saying you should start critisizing ur friends for whatever reason. even if ur friend doesn't heed ur advice, or refuse to talk to you, you just need to accept it and perhaps find new friends. true friends dont come by easy, but casual friends are still very impt. duo yi ge peng you, hao guo duo yi ge di ren i know i'm a failure at this too, i'm no better in handling friendship matters. but i TRY to avoid different conflicts. i was childish in the past, and offended many others. i would like to apologise to them too. but after all the lessons that i've learnt, i'll try to cherish my friends more. i dont know if i'll succeed, but yeah.. at least i feel noble for making a confession like this :D i really understand how fragile a friendship may be, and i know how it feels like without friends. i really dont like to see ppl fall out liddat. i dont know why, but it affects me alot. i guess we should all reflect, once more. i really would like to stress that i'm nt pointing to anyone particular. although as jaslyn said, this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. but it's still better to clarify matters to avoid other misunderstandings. i still would like to remind everyone i'm NOT referring to ANYONE, so please dont feel offended ok. i just feel, confused. |
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8:30 PM
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Monday, August 4, 2008
MUGGING EXAMS ARE OVERRR!
I'm supposed to feel very happy (although thr's still grammar and lit) But yeah, i'm happy and worried at the same time, happy abt the post exams, and worried for the results D: Ok, i'm supposed to keep a positive mind! :D Some things are really pulling down my mood. Actually, 2 major things, but i guess i'll just mention one yeah. SUICIDE i really dont get why people do that. it seriously dampens my mood by a hell lot. and it gets me scared, worried, sad and all the different mixed feelings. i mean, is there really no OTHER ways to solve different obstacles in life? is suicide the only way? have those people actually think about the people who love, care and are worried about them? i'm sure at any moment of the day, there's someone at any part of the world who loves you dearly. Have those people spared a thought about them? I'm sure one has friends OR families. can't they like, turn to them? there are so many people in this world, who are LESS FORTUNATE than you (anyone) are. they don't kill themselves, instead, they want to live. they treasure their lives so much, struggling to live for that one extra second till they finally collapse. and yet, there are so many people who doesn't treasure their lives. if you're on the verge of breaking down, just cry. get over it, and face life with a whole new attitude. why waste your life just like that? what happened to the (insert number) years of food, love that are given to you. just one plunge, and all is gone. can you face your parents? i think no matter what one does, he/she has to think about the people around them, not themselves. we should be less selfish and adopt the right moral values. maybe i haven't reached this stage of depression that i want to jump, and thats why i dont know. but i still hold the same view that we shouldn't treat life so lightly. it's something that god gives us (whichever god you believe in) so dont take it for granted. i think inspiring quote makes alot of sense today. ESCAPING is NOT a way to solve problems. no matter how difficult the obstacles may be, a winner never gives up. Be a winner, and not hurt anyone that cares for you anymore. I'm not referring to ANYONE in particular ok, but all those are my plain views. ok, i've decided to pour out everything on the next problem too FRIENDSHIP it's fate that brought you and your friends together. the world population is increasing rapidly (i'm nt having geog lessons) and it is hard for true friends to meet. we should cherish all the friends we have beside us. suo wei zai jia kao fu mu, chu wai kao peng you your friends are definitely very impt. without them, life just seem incomplete. so why fall out over different conflicts. perhaps some things are hard to be said face to face, but i'm sure thr are many ways to communicate with your friends and be straightforward to your friends. of course i'm not saying you should start critisizing ur friends for whatever reason. even if ur friend doesn't heed ur advice, or refuse to talk to you, you just need to accept it and perhaps find new friends. true friends dont come by easy, but casual friends are still very impt. duo yi ge peng you, hao guo duo yi ge di ren i know i'm a failure at this too, i'm no better in handling friendship matters. but i TRY to avoid different conflicts. i was childish in the past, and offended many others. i would like to apologise to them too. but after all the lessons that i've learnt, i'll try to cherish my friends more. i dont know if i'll succeed, but yeah.. at least i feel noble for making a confession like this :D i really understand how fragile a friendship may be, and i know how it feels like without friends. i really dont like to see ppl fall out liddat. i dont know why, but it affects me alot. i guess we should all reflect, once more. i really would like to stress that i'm nt pointing to anyone particular. although as jaslyn said, this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. but it's still better to clarify matters to avoid other misunderstandings. i still would like to remind everyone i'm NOT referring to ANYONE, so please dont feel offended ok. i just feel, confused. |
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