WHERE ARE ALL MY ICONS!! Blogger is like so ???????? to me now :O

SUCCESS todayy!! :D :D I stayed happy and smiled throughout despite................

I've got so many many things to say and the week's been meaningful for once (: I FINALLY RAN FINISH 2.4KM!! Though timing is not good for continuous running, but #1, first time I ran throughout on the NAPFA 2.4km running track. #2, it's the fastest 2.4km NAPFA timing I got so far.. If you wonder why, that's cos my good timings are when I run consistently, that means once a week, and I always run at Bishan Park....

Sunday was very fun, I didn't regret waking up early to go for it. First, free arcade games (hmm, it sums up to more than 50bux for all the games we played..). Secondly, free body tattoo though it wasn't enjoyable. Thirdly, priceless Lee Hsien Loong close shot that Mrs Hui said it looks more like its downloaded. BUT IT IS TAKEN BY ME!! Fourthly, I finally found my "dream swimming complex". It's not so much similar to in my dream. But THAT slide was what I haven't seen for ages but have dreamt about it.. Why did Sentosa's Fantasy Island have to close a few years back???? But still, new hunt :D :D

Besides, we got 4 helium balloons and 1 normal one. 1 helium balloon was given away while we we let off other 2 heliums with our wishes. Tied it with the normal one and it couldn't fly. IT STAYED IN THE AIR YOU KNOW!!!! Then suddenly it started floating higher and was very unstable. Everyone was praying that it doesn't go into ppl's house!! Thank God it flew the other way and went further and further and further away......... PHEW. There were some cannot be told secretttttttttt ok!!!!!!!

Today was dry, I WNA BATHE NOW SO THAT I CAN SLEEP EARLY AND PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE WEEK OHHHHHHHHH!!!

You know what, I think I'm falling sick as well. H2O!!

WHY IS BLOGGER STILL SO SCREWED?! Or is it my IE cock up??? My blog's really turning black and white, NO PHOTOS!!! Chinese O lvl listening compreh today. WEILIN MUST HAVE DONE DAMN WELL LOR, cos lady luck's on her side. And cupid tooooooo!! *winkwink* Overall it was fine. Many multiple possible answers, so I'm currently in the suspense waiting for shenlaoshi to confirm the answers..

Finally got a break for tmr, almost got called up for CCA stuff again-.- But I pushed it off in the end. Gonna jog one last time tmr, 2.4km this time round! Nomore 2km, haha :D Summary test tmr, hohoho! I hope I do well. It's like one of the few Eng components that I do OK for. (:

Shall sleep now, cos I dowan to doze off in school. Speaking of which, I've only slept during curriculum time once, during the test. I DREAMT SOMEMORE LEHHH! Haha, but that was the worst case scenario. Other than that, I've been quite attentive hor! :D

Blogger's posting page is so screwed now. Hahah! Though I can see what I'm typing, the format is super funny!! Top of the page is empty while my words occupy the small section at the bottom left corner :O

YAY THERE'S NO SCHOOL TMR!! Thanks Sec 4 '08. I hope the Sec4s this year will do even better and give us another off day next year. And then it shall be our turn.. LOL.

I'm planning to be a good girl tmr; stay at home to complete homework and study for Chem test, oh geeky. Apparently nothing interests me tmr. Cos almost everyone's gng to watch Harry Potter as class/clique/whatever. Really so nice meh?!?!?!?! -question marks-

Last week's temperature taking was kinda funny. 5 consecutive register numbers have the same temp. And the second temp taking produced the same results. Just that it's another group of 5. I wonder how it looks on the paper :O

It doesn't mean anything to be attituded. It doesn't mean anything to be provoked. ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong. Ignorance might not only be bliss, it also lets the ignorants out there realise that they're being retarded. If I take things the light way, maybe I will feel better, feel stronger, feel happier.

There are more important stuff out there for me to care, for me to improve on. What's the point of caring about your attitude, when you're just behaving like a spoilt brat?? Fake intentions, rants of a small spoilt princess. I'm glad I chose the other path (: At least the grass is greener on my side, cos I know I can't get the best of both worlds. EQQQQQ!!

-Must screw that idiom into my brain. I need anger management course!!-

BOO! School's getting stricter day by day for no good reason -.- Late-coming is so strict now. I thought the "cut-off" time was 7.25am? That's when flag raising start isn't it? Now we've got to be in class by 7.20am and waste 5mins (of sleep) waiting for the bell to ring and pledge to start. Stupid. I rather H1N1 never started and we still get to enjoy punctuality even when we arrive at 7.25am. Hai, school.

I think H1N1 measures are not practical at all. What's temp-taking for? To check whether you've got a fever? So what if you got a fever? Go home, then sleep? The virus would have spreaded like idk what through the class to everyone by the time the symptoms appear. And nobody follows the useless segregation. We talk to the vendors who dun wear mask who talk to other students, spreading whatever virus they may have in them. So what's the point, esp when NOBODY follows it except for classes like 3/1. Haha. Funny 2m distance thing during CCA. Nobody follows it and the an air conditioned room would have increased chances of H1N1 spreading to 100%. Impractical measures that only obstruct our path in whatever we do -.-

School's getting more and more boring, and examinations are getting more and more intense. Like the oral that sucked alot today. It's not fair that all other classes (except 3/1 and sec4s) got easy and expected questions and we got something more uncommon and unxpected. And the teacher that keeps nodding to sleep and sitting in a very rude and disrespectful manner adds up to my dissatisfaction toward the whole exam. MOE should review the teacher's moral values as well and give them more CME lessons than what we have.

Let's see how "busy" our schedule can get.
Week 4;
Monday: CCA, A math test, chem test (maybe?? It's either Mon or Fri), CCA
Tuesday: holiday
Wednesday: O level listening compre, CCA
Thursday: OMG IM FREEEE!!
Friday: Napfa, CCA(let's see if Mr Nathan excuses us or the PE dept excuse us), chem test(maybe)
Oh, and there's Eng summary test as well. The following week is even busier. Plus NJRC coming up. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

): But I should appreciate what I have..

I'm so lazy to get my photos uploaded into the comp. Funny, the pile of homework which I thought was quite hard to complete is almost completed!! But sad thing is, I'm already lagging behind for 10 vocab pracs. GAHHHH! Need to exercise more discipline.

Geography Field Trip yesterday was awesome! I didn't expect it to be THAT interesting, which makes it quite fun. But what tops it all is the group which I'm in. Haha, funny people. Not forgetting Siew Khoon finally found her F guy who snapped her F to F. And Pearleen made it sound damn sick when she talked about F-ing LOL! Inside joke. Natalie is no longer Bcube Fcube. She's Bsquare Fsquare now. LOLLOLLOL! I dun even know why but that's what SK claimed. I stole Auntie Nat's limited edition bookmark and refuse to return it to her. But she doesn't mind anyway, not like Wei Lin who keep bugging me for her wallet. HAHA!

Ok, should start talking about the trip to spoil the mood since everyone is going later :P I think the Cheng Tng fruit is super cool. The cost price is like so low and the product can earn you like almost up to $1 per bowl? Some things we're taught beforehand and others are just common sense. But it requires some thinking though. What's second best is the wildlife. Although I did mention I didn't want to encounter snakes, I still silently hope to SEEEEEEE them. There's a difference you know, SHUHUI. And I think that fruit they let us eat with crunchy seed is very weird. Cos the seeds stuck onto my teeth gaps. There's nth wrong with my set of teeth ok, it's just that the seeds are really miniature. Next best thing is the climbing. It makes me perspire and feel tired, but going down the slope is just like sliding down. LOL. Cos it's super steep and I kept silently hoping that Nat doesn't miss her step. It was a fruitful trip and fun anyway. Shall not go to the largest extent to spoil the mood of the classes that are going later :D

Tmr's burnt, I hope it's gonna be fun. THINGS SHALL START TMR, and for that, I will do my best to maintain discipline, enthusiasm and respect within the group. Things ought to end, and let the better start now. Save the best for the last, and shall keep to my word this time round. Hope to interest more people, and i genuinely hope this project's gonna be a succesful one so the next batch of juniors can enjoy. QIAN REN ZHONG SHU, HOU REN CHENG LIANG, HAH I applied what I learnt, shenlaoshi should be happy!

And speaking of that which reminds me of oral which is this coming Wednesday, I realise that I haven't countdown to this date at all which means that motivation is lying low. But I'm determined to go through all the notes and fully equip myself for the "battle" with or without that spirit. Chinese is just my.......... Fill in the blanks. I hope to not be so hopeless in chinese anymore. I did it before, so why can't I now? And OHHHH I'm sooo sad cos I read Quek's blog and their oral question is on giving up seats to public transport. That's like the damned question I kept praying would be laid out to me! Now it's like gonegonegonee! ShenLaoShi's notes!!!!!! There's like so much to say for that. Now I hope the tuition question will come out (which is unlikely) cos it's not as RE MEN as this and topics at the back are supposed to be easier. I just hope they wont say such things like Olympics, H1N1 and stuff cos I dont read news!

I realise this post is getting lengthy -.- I feel so "wasted" now because I borrowed 3 books and these 3 weeks happen to be common tests weeks means I wont have time to read. Should have stick to what I initially planned, just borrow 1.

Hai, nvm. Shall leave it at home to rot, since none are by Greg Iles. Or else I will chui xin gan. ):

Term 3 is indeed more fulfilling :D

AND HAPPY 18th MONTHS YESTERDAY

It's so very hard to please both worlds. I dun like it when everything is in a mess, lacking coordination. All the more I hate myself for not putting in more proper effort to make things better. Why did I hold back? Maybe saying out how I really feel would help. Feels very lousy when I come to that. What's with all that talking about I will do better and I will make that difference and I will speak up the next time? Nothing but trash.

So depressing, what's wrong with just saying it out then? I shouldn't blame anything or everything for landing myself in this. I accepted all that was presented to me, and now I have the responsibility to get it done - right.

Say I'm sensitive or what, but the people I thought would help/are supposed to help/are "helping" are making me feel worse because once in awhile the fox tail would appear and let me know the feelings and enthusiasm isn't genuine. Maybe I shouldn't have done so much, prepared so much when the actual thing I know I can't do it. I don't know why I'm taking it so hard. But since it's my responsibility and my TAKEN responsibility, why must I regret it now?

I want, I wish, I hope everything would turn out right.
Courage is what I need

It's hard to please both worlds.
Not mentioning you doesn't mean I don't care. It just means you're more than ordinary to be mentioned here.
One day, all things will come to light.

Week 1 is over yay :D And here comes Week 2
Let's see what I've done for the week.
Monday: found out Wei Lin's SECRETTTT, stayed back after school for lifeless mugging.
Tuesday: Boring lessons (almost slept), got class tee, then went to YT's house. Had fever then, swammmm! Fever went down, and rose again. Head almost dropped, too heavy. TSK. Slept forever :D
Wednesday: Doctorrrrrrr! red sticker, 38.3. Rotted at home with homeworkkk. Went shopping with Mummy for household stuff, lunch blahh.
Thursday: ABSENT STILL. Then Sumohouse after their dismissal. Saw ZX, got accused for not gng to sch when well -.- Still running temp, went to Shu's house. TEMPERATURE DROPPED. The tuapekgong there blessed me eh :D But at home i got guanyin, tuapekgong and kitchen god + 3 ancestors, tu di gong and the tian di plus another god i forgot what. More blessed!
Friday: TGIF, though only went for sch like 3 days??? Very very funny, news spread like wildfire, i fever but still swim and blahhhhhh. My temp got go down after I swam OKAYYY! Or else maybe Friday MC -.- MMC will be damn angry then. Cos my MC owns her MC :D Yiting's house afterwards, cos her Mum dun let her out. Jacuzzi!! Finish homework, but forgot abt geog corrections, smart.
Saturday: Swimming again! Many many laps, very hungry. Dived, shitoujiandaobu (stone scissors paper), stayed underwater. Bathed and went home. Stupid YT got great buys at Adidas sale ~!$%%*^(& angryyy! last episode shaolin sengbin. Very depressing, why warrrrr! Managed to keep throbbing head gng on from 1030 to 130am. I wonder who catches that show as wildly as I do?! Every couple separated, every shaolin warrior died. I very very like the shaolin warriors!!!
Sunday: Library-ed! 3 books, no Greg Iles (very very sad). Returned Steph King book w/o reading cos YT said gross. Did geog corrections. One chap of bimbo book by Wendy sth I think. Restaurant City, level 7.
Monday: Restaurant City level 9!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emailed abt CIP, made arrangements. Sewed hoop (lalala FINALLY)! Last episode, dong fang zhi zhu. Too sharp a twist, makes it unnatural. 2 chaps of bimbo book, 2nd last episode of shuang zi xin. Like the new Zhang Feng :D So pro. Gruesome part wont be mentioned. And finally here! RC gng level 10 soon! Too bad there's school tmr! Weilin's bro very funny. hahahah! Believed whatever I said -.-

After all, itenary makes the longest and most detailed post of all!! Who says twits do itenaries? For once, I think itenary means alot. 10 years down the road when I read through these archives, itenaries tell me more than what my typed feelings tell me. God knows when and what happened to make me feel this way or that? Still, it's time consuming. And, people will think the blogger is boasting about his/her life. Might be true, but a blog is what belongs to you. And what you make of it is what you are. Hmmm, after all that browsing through blogs after blogs to see similar style, I think it's good to have something different for a change. It's good to have a most original and comfortable style to work with. Original doesn't mean unique, but it's what comes from you - within.

I WANT TO GO TO SCH BUT THE DAMN TEMPERATURE HASN'T GONE DOWN YET!!!! D: And to add fuel to the fire, LWT just text me to tell me there's alot of homework to do!! Gng out soon, to Shu's hse. probably sleep there throughout. Temp better go down tmr, I don't want to miss sch on FRIDAYYYY!!!!

I'm super bored at home, and my ears hurt alot (instead of my head). Everytime my ears are in pain, it means I got a fever -.- My head is neither heavy nor light. I feel neither ill nor well. Very very weird -.- I dowan MC extension lehhhh!!

My sis opened a blogshop with her friend some time ago, so here I am, playing my part as a promoter (: http://reveneera.livejournal .com Please visit and purchaseeeeeee! Good buys :D

To end off, I got 3 mosquito bitessss!

PS: Oh, and I almost forgot, thank you everyone who wished me get well soon. I WILL I WILL! I will take care of myself, eat well, sleep well, shit well :D

Stayed home today ): Down with fever. Not very high though(: 38.3 deg, last taken at 4pm. Went to Polyclinic cos I needed an MC and I got 2 days MC instead. Missed chem experiment today, and I wonder how many homework are there actually and what are the lessons I missed D: Esp Maths and Chem, must have many things to catch up.. Should I go sch tmr? Should I should I? I badly want to ): But my MC.............

From now on I should exercise more and eat more healthily. I rmb telling my mum a few days ago that I'm gng to exercise so that I have a stronger immune system, then I won't get a fever/fall ill/get H1N1. But I got a fever before I could do anything -.- Doc says it's hard to know what I'm having now but its most probably common cold. (:

I WANT GO SH HOUSE TMR. I WANT EAT TANGYUAN TMR. -hopes and prays that I perspire today and recover tmr- I should stop missing lessons ):

WHERE ARE ALL MY ICONS!! Blogger is like so ???????? to me now :O

SUCCESS todayy!! :D :D I stayed happy and smiled throughout despite................

I've got so many many things to say and the week's been meaningful for once (: I FINALLY RAN FINISH 2.4KM!! Though timing is not good for continuous running, but #1, first time I ran throughout on the NAPFA 2.4km running track. #2, it's the fastest 2.4km NAPFA timing I got so far.. If you wonder why, that's cos my good timings are when I run consistently, that means once a week, and I always run at Bishan Park....

Sunday was very fun, I didn't regret waking up early to go for it. First, free arcade games (hmm, it sums up to more than 50bux for all the games we played..). Secondly, free body tattoo though it wasn't enjoyable. Thirdly, priceless Lee Hsien Loong close shot that Mrs Hui said it looks more like its downloaded. BUT IT IS TAKEN BY ME!! Fourthly, I finally found my "dream swimming complex". It's not so much similar to in my dream. But THAT slide was what I haven't seen for ages but have dreamt about it.. Why did Sentosa's Fantasy Island have to close a few years back???? But still, new hunt :D :D

Besides, we got 4 helium balloons and 1 normal one. 1 helium balloon was given away while we we let off other 2 heliums with our wishes. Tied it with the normal one and it couldn't fly. IT STAYED IN THE AIR YOU KNOW!!!! Then suddenly it started floating higher and was very unstable. Everyone was praying that it doesn't go into ppl's house!! Thank God it flew the other way and went further and further and further away......... PHEW. There were some cannot be told secretttttttttt ok!!!!!!!

Today was dry, I WNA BATHE NOW SO THAT I CAN SLEEP EARLY AND PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE WEEK OHHHHHHHHH!!!

You know what, I think I'm falling sick as well. H2O!!

WHY IS BLOGGER STILL SO SCREWED?! Or is it my IE cock up??? My blog's really turning black and white, NO PHOTOS!!! Chinese O lvl listening compreh today. WEILIN MUST HAVE DONE DAMN WELL LOR, cos lady luck's on her side. And cupid tooooooo!! *winkwink* Overall it was fine. Many multiple possible answers, so I'm currently in the suspense waiting for shenlaoshi to confirm the answers..

Finally got a break for tmr, almost got called up for CCA stuff again-.- But I pushed it off in the end. Gonna jog one last time tmr, 2.4km this time round! Nomore 2km, haha :D Summary test tmr, hohoho! I hope I do well. It's like one of the few Eng components that I do OK for. (:

Shall sleep now, cos I dowan to doze off in school. Speaking of which, I've only slept during curriculum time once, during the test. I DREAMT SOMEMORE LEHHH! Haha, but that was the worst case scenario. Other than that, I've been quite attentive hor! :D

Blogger's posting page is so screwed now. Hahah! Though I can see what I'm typing, the format is super funny!! Top of the page is empty while my words occupy the small section at the bottom left corner :O

YAY THERE'S NO SCHOOL TMR!! Thanks Sec 4 '08. I hope the Sec4s this year will do even better and give us another off day next year. And then it shall be our turn.. LOL.

I'm planning to be a good girl tmr; stay at home to complete homework and study for Chem test, oh geeky. Apparently nothing interests me tmr. Cos almost everyone's gng to watch Harry Potter as class/clique/whatever. Really so nice meh?!?!?!?! -question marks-

Last week's temperature taking was kinda funny. 5 consecutive register numbers have the same temp. And the second temp taking produced the same results. Just that it's another group of 5. I wonder how it looks on the paper :O

It doesn't mean anything to be attituded. It doesn't mean anything to be provoked. ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong. Ignorance might not only be bliss, it also lets the ignorants out there realise that they're being retarded. If I take things the light way, maybe I will feel better, feel stronger, feel happier.

There are more important stuff out there for me to care, for me to improve on. What's the point of caring about your attitude, when you're just behaving like a spoilt brat?? Fake intentions, rants of a small spoilt princess. I'm glad I chose the other path (: At least the grass is greener on my side, cos I know I can't get the best of both worlds. EQQQQQ!!

-Must screw that idiom into my brain. I need anger management course!!-

BOO! School's getting stricter day by day for no good reason -.- Late-coming is so strict now. I thought the "cut-off" time was 7.25am? That's when flag raising start isn't it? Now we've got to be in class by 7.20am and waste 5mins (of sleep) waiting for the bell to ring and pledge to start. Stupid. I rather H1N1 never started and we still get to enjoy punctuality even when we arrive at 7.25am. Hai, school.

I think H1N1 measures are not practical at all. What's temp-taking for? To check whether you've got a fever? So what if you got a fever? Go home, then sleep? The virus would have spreaded like idk what through the class to everyone by the time the symptoms appear. And nobody follows the useless segregation. We talk to the vendors who dun wear mask who talk to other students, spreading whatever virus they may have in them. So what's the point, esp when NOBODY follows it except for classes like 3/1. Haha. Funny 2m distance thing during CCA. Nobody follows it and the an air conditioned room would have increased chances of H1N1 spreading to 100%. Impractical measures that only obstruct our path in whatever we do -.-

School's getting more and more boring, and examinations are getting more and more intense. Like the oral that sucked alot today. It's not fair that all other classes (except 3/1 and sec4s) got easy and expected questions and we got something more uncommon and unxpected. And the teacher that keeps nodding to sleep and sitting in a very rude and disrespectful manner adds up to my dissatisfaction toward the whole exam. MOE should review the teacher's moral values as well and give them more CME lessons than what we have.

Let's see how "busy" our schedule can get.
Week 4;
Monday: CCA, A math test, chem test (maybe?? It's either Mon or Fri), CCA
Tuesday: holiday
Wednesday: O level listening compre, CCA
Thursday: OMG IM FREEEE!!
Friday: Napfa, CCA(let's see if Mr Nathan excuses us or the PE dept excuse us), chem test(maybe)
Oh, and there's Eng summary test as well. The following week is even busier. Plus NJRC coming up. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

): But I should appreciate what I have..

I'm so lazy to get my photos uploaded into the comp. Funny, the pile of homework which I thought was quite hard to complete is almost completed!! But sad thing is, I'm already lagging behind for 10 vocab pracs. GAHHHH! Need to exercise more discipline.

Geography Field Trip yesterday was awesome! I didn't expect it to be THAT interesting, which makes it quite fun. But what tops it all is the group which I'm in. Haha, funny people. Not forgetting Siew Khoon finally found her F guy who snapped her F to F. And Pearleen made it sound damn sick when she talked about F-ing LOL! Inside joke. Natalie is no longer Bcube Fcube. She's Bsquare Fsquare now. LOLLOLLOL! I dun even know why but that's what SK claimed. I stole Auntie Nat's limited edition bookmark and refuse to return it to her. But she doesn't mind anyway, not like Wei Lin who keep bugging me for her wallet. HAHA!

Ok, should start talking about the trip to spoil the mood since everyone is going later :P I think the Cheng Tng fruit is super cool. The cost price is like so low and the product can earn you like almost up to $1 per bowl? Some things we're taught beforehand and others are just common sense. But it requires some thinking though. What's second best is the wildlife. Although I did mention I didn't want to encounter snakes, I still silently hope to SEEEEEEE them. There's a difference you know, SHUHUI. And I think that fruit they let us eat with crunchy seed is very weird. Cos the seeds stuck onto my teeth gaps. There's nth wrong with my set of teeth ok, it's just that the seeds are really miniature. Next best thing is the climbing. It makes me perspire and feel tired, but going down the slope is just like sliding down. LOL. Cos it's super steep and I kept silently hoping that Nat doesn't miss her step. It was a fruitful trip and fun anyway. Shall not go to the largest extent to spoil the mood of the classes that are going later :D

Tmr's burnt, I hope it's gonna be fun. THINGS SHALL START TMR, and for that, I will do my best to maintain discipline, enthusiasm and respect within the group. Things ought to end, and let the better start now. Save the best for the last, and shall keep to my word this time round. Hope to interest more people, and i genuinely hope this project's gonna be a succesful one so the next batch of juniors can enjoy. QIAN REN ZHONG SHU, HOU REN CHENG LIANG, HAH I applied what I learnt, shenlaoshi should be happy!

And speaking of that which reminds me of oral which is this coming Wednesday, I realise that I haven't countdown to this date at all which means that motivation is lying low. But I'm determined to go through all the notes and fully equip myself for the "battle" with or without that spirit. Chinese is just my.......... Fill in the blanks. I hope to not be so hopeless in chinese anymore. I did it before, so why can't I now? And OHHHH I'm sooo sad cos I read Quek's blog and their oral question is on giving up seats to public transport. That's like the damned question I kept praying would be laid out to me! Now it's like gonegonegonee! ShenLaoShi's notes!!!!!! There's like so much to say for that. Now I hope the tuition question will come out (which is unlikely) cos it's not as RE MEN as this and topics at the back are supposed to be easier. I just hope they wont say such things like Olympics, H1N1 and stuff cos I dont read news!

I realise this post is getting lengthy -.- I feel so "wasted" now because I borrowed 3 books and these 3 weeks happen to be common tests weeks means I wont have time to read. Should have stick to what I initially planned, just borrow 1.

Hai, nvm. Shall leave it at home to rot, since none are by Greg Iles. Or else I will chui xin gan. ):

Term 3 is indeed more fulfilling :D

AND HAPPY 18th MONTHS YESTERDAY

It's so very hard to please both worlds. I dun like it when everything is in a mess, lacking coordination. All the more I hate myself for not putting in more proper effort to make things better. Why did I hold back? Maybe saying out how I really feel would help. Feels very lousy when I come to that. What's with all that talking about I will do better and I will make that difference and I will speak up the next time? Nothing but trash.

So depressing, what's wrong with just saying it out then? I shouldn't blame anything or everything for landing myself in this. I accepted all that was presented to me, and now I have the responsibility to get it done - right.

Say I'm sensitive or what, but the people I thought would help/are supposed to help/are "helping" are making me feel worse because once in awhile the fox tail would appear and let me know the feelings and enthusiasm isn't genuine. Maybe I shouldn't have done so much, prepared so much when the actual thing I know I can't do it. I don't know why I'm taking it so hard. But since it's my responsibility and my TAKEN responsibility, why must I regret it now?

I want, I wish, I hope everything would turn out right.
Courage is what I need

It's hard to please both worlds.
Not mentioning you doesn't mean I don't care. It just means you're more than ordinary to be mentioned here.
One day, all things will come to light.

Week 1 is over yay :D And here comes Week 2
Let's see what I've done for the week.
Monday: found out Wei Lin's SECRETTTT, stayed back after school for lifeless mugging.
Tuesday: Boring lessons (almost slept), got class tee, then went to YT's house. Had fever then, swammmm! Fever went down, and rose again. Head almost dropped, too heavy. TSK. Slept forever :D
Wednesday: Doctorrrrrrr! red sticker, 38.3. Rotted at home with homeworkkk. Went shopping with Mummy for household stuff, lunch blahh.
Thursday: ABSENT STILL. Then Sumohouse after their dismissal. Saw ZX, got accused for not gng to sch when well -.- Still running temp, went to Shu's house. TEMPERATURE DROPPED. The tuapekgong there blessed me eh :D But at home i got guanyin, tuapekgong and kitchen god + 3 ancestors, tu di gong and the tian di plus another god i forgot what. More blessed!
Friday: TGIF, though only went for sch like 3 days??? Very very funny, news spread like wildfire, i fever but still swim and blahhhhhh. My temp got go down after I swam OKAYYY! Or else maybe Friday MC -.- MMC will be damn angry then. Cos my MC owns her MC :D Yiting's house afterwards, cos her Mum dun let her out. Jacuzzi!! Finish homework, but forgot abt geog corrections, smart.
Saturday: Swimming again! Many many laps, very hungry. Dived, shitoujiandaobu (stone scissors paper), stayed underwater. Bathed and went home. Stupid YT got great buys at Adidas sale ~!$%%*^(& angryyy! last episode shaolin sengbin. Very depressing, why warrrrr! Managed to keep throbbing head gng on from 1030 to 130am. I wonder who catches that show as wildly as I do?! Every couple separated, every shaolin warrior died. I very very like the shaolin warriors!!!
Sunday: Library-ed! 3 books, no Greg Iles (very very sad). Returned Steph King book w/o reading cos YT said gross. Did geog corrections. One chap of bimbo book by Wendy sth I think. Restaurant City, level 7.
Monday: Restaurant City level 9!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emailed abt CIP, made arrangements. Sewed hoop (lalala FINALLY)! Last episode, dong fang zhi zhu. Too sharp a twist, makes it unnatural. 2 chaps of bimbo book, 2nd last episode of shuang zi xin. Like the new Zhang Feng :D So pro. Gruesome part wont be mentioned. And finally here! RC gng level 10 soon! Too bad there's school tmr! Weilin's bro very funny. hahahah! Believed whatever I said -.-

After all, itenary makes the longest and most detailed post of all!! Who says twits do itenaries? For once, I think itenary means alot. 10 years down the road when I read through these archives, itenaries tell me more than what my typed feelings tell me. God knows when and what happened to make me feel this way or that? Still, it's time consuming. And, people will think the blogger is boasting about his/her life. Might be true, but a blog is what belongs to you. And what you make of it is what you are. Hmmm, after all that browsing through blogs after blogs to see similar style, I think it's good to have something different for a change. It's good to have a most original and comfortable style to work with. Original doesn't mean unique, but it's what comes from you - within.

I WANT TO GO TO SCH BUT THE DAMN TEMPERATURE HASN'T GONE DOWN YET!!!! D: And to add fuel to the fire, LWT just text me to tell me there's alot of homework to do!! Gng out soon, to Shu's hse. probably sleep there throughout. Temp better go down tmr, I don't want to miss sch on FRIDAYYYY!!!!

I'm super bored at home, and my ears hurt alot (instead of my head). Everytime my ears are in pain, it means I got a fever -.- My head is neither heavy nor light. I feel neither ill nor well. Very very weird -.- I dowan MC extension lehhhh!!

My sis opened a blogshop with her friend some time ago, so here I am, playing my part as a promoter (: http://reveneera.livejournal .com Please visit and purchaseeeeeee! Good buys :D

To end off, I got 3 mosquito bitessss!

PS: Oh, and I almost forgot, thank you everyone who wished me get well soon. I WILL I WILL! I will take care of myself, eat well, sleep well, shit well :D

Stayed home today ): Down with fever. Not very high though(: 38.3 deg, last taken at 4pm. Went to Polyclinic cos I needed an MC and I got 2 days MC instead. Missed chem experiment today, and I wonder how many homework are there actually and what are the lessons I missed D: Esp Maths and Chem, must have many things to catch up.. Should I go sch tmr? Should I should I? I badly want to ): But my MC.............

From now on I should exercise more and eat more healthily. I rmb telling my mum a few days ago that I'm gng to exercise so that I have a stronger immune system, then I won't get a fever/fall ill/get H1N1. But I got a fever before I could do anything -.- Doc says it's hard to know what I'm having now but its most probably common cold. (:

I WANT GO SH HOUSE TMR. I WANT EAT TANGYUAN TMR. -hopes and prays that I perspire today and recover tmr- I should stop missing lessons ):

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